The RULES

1. tag 10 people (not the one who sent it to you!)
2. answer all truthfully
3. take it in public!
4. tell all taggees on their profile that they have been tagged,
and link to your journal

? = In the middle-ish
~ = Sort of-ish

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4. (Nopsies! I'm now taller than my mommy! XD)
[X] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars. (forehead...and that time I got cut on my bike it looked like a tiger had, like, scratched me--hard. D
[ ] I tan easily. (Tan? What tan? WHY CAN'T YOU PEOPLE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.)
[X] I wish my hair was a different color. (Well, black. If it looked good on me.)
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. (Who, me? *pulls a paper bag over her head*)
[X] I have/I've had braces. (And it was hell.)
[x] I wear glasses. (I have them, but no. Instead I choose to walk around with a piece of hard plastic in each eye.)
[~] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (Would it make me thinner? D
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. (I hate you.)
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[X] I have freckles. (The big dumb kind, too!
[ ] I hate my dad.
[ ] I hate my mom.
[x] I have a brother. (And he's just THAT cute. NOT!)
[x] I have a sister. (We bond over Naruto episodes.)
[~] I've sworn at my parents. (Well....ABOUT my parents...that is, inside my head. I'm a bad girl XD)
[x] I've run away from home. (I lived in the playset in our back yard! ....Well, until my Daddy came home. HE hugs me. [WHY, CESSA? WHY?!?!?])
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together. (Hopefully forever.)
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday. (Teehee. Hawt smut XD)
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[x] I'm in school. (Yepsies )
[ ] I have a job.
[ ] I've fallen asleep at work/school. (NEVAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111)
[x] I almost always do my homework. (NO, DON'T MAKE ME. DON'T MAKE ME FACE THE SCARY LADY AGAIN.)
[x] I've missed a week or more of school. (Yep. And all in one year, too!)
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years. (/Both semesters!/ Ditto.)
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.
[~] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation. (Pretty damn close.)
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry. (Never cried over a movie, and never will.)
[ ] I've peed from laughing. (AS IF. LOSAHS. XD)
[X] I've snorted while laughing. (All the time ;D)
[ ] I've laughed so hard I've cried. (I don't really cry all that much, so no.)
[~] I've glued my hand to something. (Can't remember it if I did, but you never know.)
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[X] I've gotten stitches/staples. (See! Right here, in my head. HAHAHAHA TEEHEHEHEHEHEH.)
[ ] I've broken a bone. (Npe. Almost, though.)
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I've had chicken pox
[ ] I was born in a different country.
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. (Multiple times.)
[x] I've been on a plane. (Yep! I beat my mommy and daddy's record, too! )
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[x] I've been to Mexico. (Cozumel and Progresso. I saw the ruins!)
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[x] I've gotten lost in my city. (BUT IT'S SCAWY OUT THERE. VEWY SCAWY!)
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[~] I've seen a meteor shower. (Unfortunetly, no.)
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas. (PJ Day for me, too.)
[~] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator. (I've wanted to.)
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping. (Sure is! )
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been skiing.
[x] I've been in a play. (Involuntary. *shudder*)
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue. (They just never seem to fall in the right place...)
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[X] I've played chicken. (It was FUUUUUUUUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
[ ] I've played a prank on someone. (Nope, sorry. Hate them. D
[x] I've ridden in a taxi. (Well, DUH.)
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi. (...And hated it.)
[ ] I've been snowboarding.
[x] I'm single. (GO DIE.)
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[ ] I miss someone right now. (Hm. Not really.)
[x] I have a fear of abandonment. (Totally.)
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. (/Is that happening nao? Lizzie, d'you know?/ Honestly? I don't know. He doesn't see you much....maybe you should say hi to him more often? RJ's confusing D: I'd suggest trying to talk to him about Naruto and/or videogames, as that usually works, but I don't think you'd want to, lol. XD Go for his interests in all I can say. But before you take it a step further, make sure your friends. Hey, wow! I could be the next Doctor Phil, couldn't I? I'm pretty could at this psycology shiz! XD)
[X] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. (There was a time when....well...it's complicated, and private. But I love them now. Before, I just wasn't sure.)
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[~] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex. (Yes, I'm pretty sure that's what it is. But, you know, they'd be freaked, so I'm working on it. Different from boy-crushes, though, so I'm not sure.)
[~] I'm bi. (Maybe? See above. Like I said, I'm just not sure...)
[ ] I'm gay.
[ ] I've had sex. (Don't I wish.)
[ ] I've had phone sex.
[ ] I've cybered.
[ ] I've had sex in public.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler. (Just ask Ruby! ...And Annie....And RJ....And Sam--all victims of my vicious hug-attacks.)
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain. (On to-do list as well! Need to find someone to kiss first, though XD)
[ ] I've hugged a stranger. (Almost.)
[ ] I have kissed a stranger
[~] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't. (It's....personal. I once promised someone that....we'd never fight over something. And....well, it's not true yet! I only think of him as a friend, so I'm probably over reacting I better tone down on the hugging, though, lol XD I hug everybody, it seems, so it shouldn't give him the wrong idea. )
[X] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't. (Yep. Lent is a killer.)
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[~] I have lied to my parents about where I am. (Does the internet count? D
[X] I am keeping a secret from the world. (Do they care? That's an entirely different story XD)
[~] I've cheated while playing a game. (I tried to convince myself that I wasn't. It didn't work.)
[ ] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[ ] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed.
[X] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them. (One word: period. Though I had it when I didn't.)
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[X] I shut others out when I'm depressed. (Very, very much. Like on that--those--one--two--Early Release day? Don't ask me why, but....I dunno. I was depressed, for some reason, and so I tried to make myself detached. Distant. It only made things worse, in the end, I think....The second Early Release Day was better, though, because I let some of the pressure out. I wasn't walking slow. I was crying, in front of my spanish teacher. It felt...good.)
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[X] I've hurt myself on purpose. (I hate to admit it, but yes. Trying to stop that habit, though.)
[x] I've woken up crying. (Bad dreams--both about the deaths of people I love.)
[X] I'm afraid of dying. (Very much.)
[x] I hate funerals. (See above answer.)
[X] I've seen someone dying. (My cat, and a rabit that my dog killed. I sobbed for two hours straight, and was in hysterics, in the later case. Every time I thought about it...it still gets to me. It's a horrible thing, watching something so innocent and young killed--just like that. And by my own dog, too.)
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[X] I've planned my own suicide. (Never gone through with it. I mean, I don't think I EVER would. It gave me an adrenaline rush, though, when it got too close. It felt wierd...but I didn't really like it. Wrong kind of adrenaline, I guess--fear.)
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[X] I've written a eulogy for myself. (XD Very sappy.)
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. (Sure I'll buy it for you XD And, yes. Pretty much every shonen manga there is, and I'm obsessed with it .)
[ ] I own a plushie of my fave character from anything.
[~] I own a cosplay outfit. (Of a vampire. And soon, one of Katara as the painted lady...better get started on that XD)
[x] I know what cosplay means.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[X] I own something from Abercrombie. (It was a gift.)
[~] I can sing well. (Mm. Kinda. Might take band next year, instead of choir--I just really like the cello....)
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[X] I open up to others easily. (When they try. Most of the time, though, I close up, and they go away. But I need someone to pry in...to listen, and not judge me. I'm just too afraid to speak up and say, "Hey, I need you to talk to me. Will you?")
[x] I watch the news. (It scares me.)
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[ ] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower. (Yep, I think I made my sis' ears bleed XD)
[ ] I am a morning person. (Hellz no!)
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[~] I'm a snob about grammar. (In everything 'cept my own fics XD))
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[~] I twirl my hair. (Well, I let my cousin do it for me XD)
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[x] I bake well. (Lol XD)
[X] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue. (Sky blue, specifically.)
[x] I've worn pajamas to school. (PJ Day!)
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun. (I could learn XD)
[x] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. (I don't think so, at least.....)
[x] I laugh at my own jokes. (Only 'cause nobody else does XD)
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class. (As if. Even I'm not THAT perfect XD)
[X] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. (Just ask my dear camp friends XD)
[x] I am really ticklish. (STAY AWAY FROM ME, FOUL BEAST. THOU EST TOO CLOSE. IF YOU DO NOT STOP, I FEAR THAT YOUREST TICKLING MAYEST COMMENCEST.)
[ ] I love white chocolate. (EWWWWWWWWW.)
[x] I bite my nails. (All the time.)
[~] I play video games. (Not really. Sometimes, though. When I happen to be going through Atlantica XD)
[X] I'm good at remembering faces. (Yep!)
[X] I'm good at remembering names. (SCREEN names, that is.)
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[ ] I loath labels.
[x] I like action movies.
[ ] I like horror movies.
[x] I like chick flicks. (*squeee*)
[x] I know the most random facts about things people have never heard of before. (Um...Wait a sec, I'll think of one XD)
[ ] I can't spell.
[x] I treasure my friends.
[~]I think of others before myself. (/sometimes./ me too)
[x]All of those are answered honestly
One last thing--I get homesick. A lot. So I'm freaking out over being away from home so much this summer D: Camp'll be pushing it...And then I'm going with Annie to Destin--Which, don't get me wrong, should be really fun. I'm just getting worried over another past experience that didn't turn out so well. But I survived.
So, yeah. That's it, I guess.
....Any thoughs?